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Abhyasi name: G SREENIVASULU
Abhyasi ID: 3085
Practicing since: September 2006
First and foremost my heartfelt gratitude to Revered
Sir, Pujya Sri K C Narayana garu for his indefinite
grace pouring on us through out the program and
Imperience for giving me this unique opportunity. My
sincere thanks to Rajappa and Bhargavi amma for
their unlimited kindness and love towards us in all
these days, they made all the arrangements. Rajappa
regularly monitor us whether we took fruits and
vegetables properly or not, but we did not hungry
much and we felt energetic throughout all the days.
Thursday – 9th October, 2008
Me, Prof Murty and Chandu started in Prof Murty car
from Chennai at around 1.30pm and we picked up Ravi
Prasad from tirupati railway station and reached
Gopalaiah house at Tirupati by 4.30pm. We attended
evening cleaning and satsang at 6.30pm at his place.
After satsang we moved to Rajappa’s house at
Narasingapuram and had a delicious dinner along with
other abhyasis. After dinner we reached the
Rajappa’s mango form at 8.45pm to participate in the
Manasarovar program and the other brother Harish
subraya joined us there. I have offered 9.0pm
prayer, point A meditation and bed time prayer with
deep supplicant mood and went into sleep in the open
atmosphere by simply putting mat on the soil at
11.0pm with the remembrance of the Master. I was
oriented to the Master from the morning and while
traveling felt some vibrations in my head and flow
of energy with vibrations in the heart.
Friday – 10th October, 2008
I get up at 2.0am with fresh mind and with the
remembrance of the master. I attended morning
meditation at 3.0am and continued till 5.0am. I felt
flow of energy to the heart with vibrations and this
flow of vibrations felt continuously from the
forehead to the throat and to the heart. After lot
of vibrations felt some expansion in the head and
heart and observed medium (50%) gray colour,
intermittently some goldish brown colour observed.
The first day of silence was started after morning
meditation. I went into mango form to observe the
nature. We found some cement rings filled with sand
and some stones laid like a table to sit comfortably
for doing meditation. From the morning I felt some
kind of pressure in the head with expansion and flow
of vibration to the heart. As the day progress felt
deep silence in the head and heart. This was
continued throughout whether I sit, stand, lay down
or walking. None of the thoughts allowed naturally,
my thoughts are contemplated on the inner feelings
throughout the day. I was very exciting to be
silent. Nature’s nature is silent and I felt the
same being with the nature. How silent the trees
are, I started deeply looking at them I too felt
more and more silence and became a silencer,
remembered 4th commandment. Evening cleaning went
with lot of intense vibrations and found some
lightness at the end. I offered 9.0pm prayer, point
A and bed time prayer with supplicant mood and went
into sleep by 10.30pm. My head was busy with dreams
which are not fully noticed and some of them are
relevant to meet school day friends and buying some
groceries.
Saturday – 11th October, 2008
I woke up at 3.30am with fresh mind and with the
remembrance of the Master. I started my morning
meditation at 4.0am and went on up to 5.45am. I felt
lightness with mild vibrations right from the
beginning and felt small jerk with some thing pulled
out from me. I went into deepness during meditation
and felt deep silence and calmness prevails. Light
grey with sky blue shade environment observed. I
felt continuous flow of energy with mild vibrations
to the heart and in the fore head throughout the
day. My thoughts are naturally contemplated on my
inner feeling and moreover heartfelt reverence to
The Great Master (Revered Pujya Babuji / Dr KCV/KCN)
through out the day.
My observation, in fertile land continuous ploughing
of the soil will not allow to grow any unwanted
plants/grass and allowed to grow useful plants
healthy and happily. No one will put any unwanted
seeds to grow unwanted plants, like wise with out
doing any thing wrong the impressions still may
form. If one follows practice assiduously, like
regular ploughing, will not allow forming any
impressions further and helped to grow quickly in
the path. Before I stat evening cleaning I felt very
lightness. I felt heavy vibrations during cleaning
and became lighter at the end. We went to long walk
along with Rajappa. He is so kind and love on all of
us. As the day progress, I felt deep resonating
silence in my head and heart with mild vibrations. I
really enjoyed sleeping in the moon light with
comfortable breeze and with deep silence in head and
heart. When the thin white clouds moving across the
moon I was also felt moving along with them. I
offered 9.0pm prayer, Point A and bed time prayer
with feeling the presence of the God and went in to
sleep at 10.0pm. My head was very busy with dreams
and I found some sweating in my head and neck even
in the cool breeze. I did not notice any one of them
except saving a brother from the thefting of his
asset.
Sunday – 12th October, 2008
I started morning meditation at 4.45am and went up
to 6.20am. From the beginning I felt lightness and
expansion with deep silence and calmness and it
continued through out the meditation. The same
condition continued even I stopped meditation and
this state retained throughout the day. Goldish
light brown colour was observed at deeper state of
meditation. During 8 to 9.0am meditation, I was bit
uncomfortable to sit because lot of mud every where
due to heavy rain in the morning. I continued and
felt some vibrations in head and heart and I went to
deep sleep about 5 min, rest is normal.
The discriminative faculty of my mind had given
utmost preference to the natural being so that any
other thoughts did not entertain me throughout. I
was so surrender to and contemplated on the deep
resonating silence. There is rain again started at
9.30am and continued for long time, Rajappa and
Bhargavi amma came with fresh fruits in rain. I have
seen them drenched in the rain at that time I just
felt what a kindness and love showing on us I felt
uncontrollable tears towards gratitude and it
continued about 15min. At around 3.30pm I sat in one
corner of the garden and felt heavy vibrations in my
head and heart. I have noticed them like my body is
moving like a pendulum and some heat and orange with
reddish shade were observed on the forehead.
During evening cleaning from 5.30pm to 6pm I felt
intense vibrations in my heart and at the end of
cleaning I felt my body is so light and became
transparent. I attended evening meditation from
6.30pm to 7.0pm. Initially I felt intense flow of
energy with heavy vibrations in my heart and after
some time felt some grayish fluid in a big channel
moving from left nipple to right nipple then
vibrations came down and became light and calmness
for quite some time and again vibrations started. I
offered 9.0pm prayer, point A and bed time prayer
and went into sleep by 10.0pm. I did not get proper
sleep and I woke up 2 to 3 times, I felt my head is
very busy with some thing which I did not notice
what was happened to me. I woke up at 4.45am and
attended morning meditation, Rajappa came around
7.0am and we came out from the silence, at the end
of silence my voice was not opened fully to speak.
At the end of the program I felt my body, head and
heart became very light and pure with deep silence
and calmness and continued there on. I am sure I
will habituate to maintain in all walks of life. I
was very motivated to be silent by attending this
program and I will continue to attend in future if I
get permission again. Undoubtedly it is really
excellent coordination by ISRC Imperience wing.
I beg forgiveness, if any thing of my
misapprehension in this manuscript.
My humble pranams
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